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I am so behind in writing up what I've been reading, it's not even funny. I may just have to do a list and be happy with it. Maybe a list and my own special punctuation ratings system:

!!! -- LOVE
!! -- pretty good
! -- enh, but I finished it.
... why, god, why?

Actually, it will probably be easier to just write the damn things than to try to develop a coherent and consistent punctuated ratings system. (overcomplicate? me?? NEVER!!)

I am actively looking for a new blog template. My wants are few, but I can't freaking find one that satisfies them all. I have seen that this template (which I like) craps out on Internet Explorer, which is what most of the known universe uses. bah. I just want something mostly white, wide enough for big pictures, with one sidebar that I can customize. Oh, and it also has to have a big enough space for my whole little "law of sympathy" description. Is that too much to ask? Apparently so. I hope this doesn't end the way it did last time (I tried to frankenstein one together from a bunch of parts, nearly ruined my eyesight, then gave up and kept the current one until the next bout of mania, which seems to be now).

movies recently seen:

X-Men 3. I liked it, but did not think it was as good as the first two. I mean, there were PROBLEMS (not least of which was that there was a scene at the end with Wolverine where all I could think of was Hugh Jackman in Van Helsing with his amusing werewolf modesty shorts), but overall my gladness to get out of the house and watch mutants outweighed the problems. If I were really conversant with the comics I might have wished I'd stayed home, but who knows? If I had, I would have missed Ian McKellan who is so wonderful as Magneto, the villain you love to love. I mean love to hate (but you only hate him because he's so eeevil, otherwise LOVE). Complex villains are So Much Better than just paper cut-out black hats. Anyway, the wonder of Magneto will silence me on a few REALLY cheesy happenings that actually had me wondering if it was some kind of joke. (alas, no)

The Family Stone (DVD) -- LUKE WILSON! He always makes me laugh, and I'm not sure why. I thought this was enjoyable, but not transcendently wonderful or anything. Besides Luke Wilson, I probably liked Diane Keaton and Rachel McAdams the best.

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (DVD) -- This was pretty good! I remembered when I was slogging through the book it seemed interminable. It was all Harry being a whiny shithead 14 year-old and a bunch of Ministry of Magic politics with the big tournament a sort of afterthought. The movie wisely dropped everything but the tournament, and I was able to enjoy it. Hurrah!

The Venetian's Wife

by Nick Bantock #14
This was the first book Bantock wrote after his very successful Griffin & Sabine trilogy in the early 90's. I enjoyed those books at the time -- I liked the combination of the artwork, the epistolary style, and especially getting to open up envelopes.

Of all of Bantock's stories (that I've read -- I'll admit I never read beyond the first three in the G&S trilogy, and I believe there are 9 of them now) I like the story of the Venetian's Wife the best. I hadn't read it in a number of years and was looking for something light and fast, so I pulled it off the shelf. Rather than the cryptic letters and postcards of the Griffin and Sabine saga, this story is told mainly in emails and computer journal entries between Sara (our heroine) and Mr. Conti (the Venetian) who turns out to be not quite who he seems. Imagine. Anyway, this book has some great India-inspired illustration, a treasure-hunt angle (Sara must reunite Mr. Conti's collection of Indian statues), a love story (Sara and her museum co-worker Marco, Mr. Conti and his dead wife -- it's not as weird as it sounds. Okay, it's weirder than it sounds, but in ways that are not too disturbing). Some of it feels really DATED, as anything having to do with computers and more than a couple of years will feel, and Bantock is not the most thrilling prose stylist to stalk the earth. However, even though I was reading it through a "why did I ever like this so much" prism, I found myself liking it again by the end. (I don't think I'm giving too much away to say that it ends well for all concerned.)

true confessions of miscellaneous j. random

I have been in a confessional mood lately -- this is not a normal or native state for me. I generally keep to myself (in an inoffensive easy to ignore way, not in a living in a shack with no power unibomber way), but lately I've been feeling blurty. This causes me no small amount of alarm, but I've decided that if I continually avoid everything that alarms me, I will probably END UP in a shack with no power. With that in mind -- welcome to my random list. I apologize in advance. (confession #1 -- I LOVE LISTS)

Currently Listening to, right this second: Blondie's Greatest Hits (One Way Or Another, Dreamin') it's so good, you should listen to it Right Now!

Currently Reading: Chronicles vol. 1: Bob Dylan (I am freaking out how good this is and how it is not at all what I expected)
Of Love and other Demons: Gabriel Garcia Marquez (this is taking me longer, but I think it's just a matter of me not giving it enough contiguous time)
up next: either the Best American Non-Required Reading anthology OR
one of the two books I got at Powells yesterday OR something else that catches my eye between now and then.

some blog posts that called out to me recently:

Erin at Dressaday talking about dressing for joy (and joyful pursuits in general)plaid = joy

Meg Cabot talking about how you get good at what you love (practice!) in an entry titled Quitters Do Win

Will Shetterly at it's all one thing discussing one of my favorite subjects, happiness. (he also has some great posts about the class divide in this country, which is a subject I'd like to return to later)

which brings me to...

I'm thinking of going back to school. I've probably mentioned that before. It's so cliche -- mid-30's slacker seeks PURPOSE. Bah! But you know what? I can't not do it just because I think it's a cliche -- that's even MORE lame. Time does not move backwards, so if I dither about it another five years it just puts me five more years in the hole. What sort of degree? MLIS -- library school. There are a lot of reasons why I think this is a good move for me. One, it's movement (I've become so STUCK). There are no schools that offer this degree in Oregon, so I would be forced to literally move, at least for the length of the degree program. Two, I love the library as a patron (obviously) and believe that it plays a crucial but undervalued role in society. I also like to be, as glamourous as it sounds, Helpful and Useful. Helping people get information seems like a very Useful thing indeed, particularly in the times we live in. I have many qualms, but I think they are mostly panic related and can be defeated if I am systematic about it. (I'll never get in! I'll never pass the algebra section of the GRE! I will be eaten by alligators! etc. etc.)

As my good friend Linda pointed out, what do I have to lose? I'm not married, I don't have kids, I don't have a mortgage or a career -- what's the harm in trying? Linda was also the one who pointed out to me that my near constant feelings of agitation and disquiet lately are probably due to me finally being AWARE that I am not happy with the status quo, and that they will not go away until I commit to doing something about it. Sigh. I alternately get all wound up or exhausted just thinking about it, but I suspect that's normal.

and now for more randomosity!

hot pink toes: the color I am wearing right now is called SHOCKING! (I like to think it is a tribute to Elsa Schiaparelli, but it is probably just called that because it is very bright)

walking: I may be addicted. A poor choice in socks gave me a HIDEOUS blister that kept me from walking for about 3 days. I realized then how much I enjoy and look forward to it, whether it's raining or not. I take my ipod and the time and the miles just fly by.

I watched Funny Face last night. Audrey Hepburn is so lovely, but I still wanted to clothesline Fred Astaire. But LESS than before. I think that it may just be residual Silk Stockings effect. (side note: I have been getting many hits from people googling "stockings." I can't help but think me talking about Fred Astaire as Alpha Asshole (Tapdancing Division) isn't really what they're looking for... ) On the other hand, I recently watched The Awful Truth and it was SO FUN! Look at this picture -- don't you want to know what's going on there? (hint: These two characters are in the process of getting a divorce, Ralph Bellamy is just out of the frame of this picture looking his moony Ralph Bellamy way at Irene Dunne, while Cary Grant's date is doing some bubble and fan dance on the stage. SO FUNNY!!)

looking up

The whirlwind trip to the beach DID work! Things look less insane and impossible than they did before. hooray! I fully recommend driving in the country DURING THE WEEK <-- (that part is important) to counter any number of brain-eating maladies. It is so worth the tank of gas! ( I feel compelled to note that the trip only took one tank of gas, despite the fact that we drove up to Astoria, then down the coast to Lincoln City, all around god's green earth and then HOME.)

This picture is from a park at Gleneden Beach -- I'd been to GB before, but never this particular spot. So beautiful! Something about the tide, time of day, and particular make up of the shore caused big loud waves, which were really quite lovely.

In other news, I have decided that Barnes & Noble is off my list. I never find what I want there, everything irritates me (except for possibly their selection of music magazines, but I am always having to shove in front of some brain trust reading Maxim or whatever to even GET to them.) Powell's is it for me now. Bec and I went late this afternoon just to have a look around. It's been FOREVER since I'd been there -- I used to go all the time when I worked downtown. It just made sense. Well, it STILL makes sense. I mean, Amazon totally does too because they have good deals and it's convenient. But Powell's -- there's nothing quite like walking into the main store downtown and just KNOWING that you are in a giant building FULL of books (new and used living happily together on the same shelf). Anyway, it cheers a person, it really does. It smells right, it feels right, and dammit, it just IS RIGHT. We only did part of the gold room, and part of the blue and green rooms, but it was delightful. It was okay that we just did part, because now we know we must go back at some near future date.

at the beach

going to beat the holiday weekend rush and spend the rest of today and tomorrow in Lincoln City! My camera batteries are charged and I have a rain coat AND sunscreen, so I think I'm ready.

waterfalls and bargains

I thought for sure I had posted something else since wednesday, but I guess not. Here are the highlights since then:

+ Livewire on Thursday! this was a very good show, and I plan to have a link-filled and gloating post about it soon.

+ Friday. Friday was rough. I went partially crazy, then got better by turning off the computer and reading a book. What a notion!

+ Saturday -- fantastic! Started by going to the Title Wave bookstore with my sister. I found Ella Fitzgerald: the Early years with Chick Webb and his orchestra vol. 1 for .75 cents. (and it goes with vol. 2 that I found there last year! 4 discs in almost mint condition for 1.50!!), also found a Tom Tom Club CD with one of the best summer songs of all time, Genius of Love -- I have been meaning to buy that song from itunes but keep forgetting, so for .75 I got that song, plus 11 others!! Also found two GRE prep books from last year for 1.00 each. Take that, Algebra! You may confound me, but you will not impoverish me.

After the title wave, Bec and I decided to drive up the gorge and see some waterfalls, which so far in my experience has never been a bad decision.



Got home with just enough time to get changed and get to Martina's triumphal return to show business in her fancy Missa Luba choir thing. It was a benefit for continued Hurricane relief to the gulf coast, and they sounded great and raised a lot of cash, so hooray!

+Sunday -- my sister and I began the massive fabric purge. Never have the words "what was I thinking" been uttered so many times in such a short period.

I know, I know

I just posted a poppy picture not that long ago, but this one is so pretty....

which one would you pick?

These signs are from the iris garden I went to with my mom and sister on mother's day. there was no "serene enchantment" or "delirious daydream of happiness" (at least that I saw), which leads me to believe that commercial iris gardening is more stressful than one would think.


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short story day

Sunday was short story day. Okay, it was also mother's day and I had a lovely one with my mother and sister, but before the drive to the country and the stroll around the iris gardens, I was mainlining short stories. The sun woke me up EARLY (really early for a sunday), and I read Steve Almond's The Evil B.B. Chow from start to finish without ever getting out of bed. (it was EARLY, I swear.) I got up, did some other stuff, and then picked up Elizabeth Crane's When the Messenger is Hot. I read the first story when I was recuperating last week and had put it down, probably to take a nap, and didn't pick it up again until yesterday. I was reading along and enjoying the sunny day/ good book combo (is there a better combination? I guess rainy day/good book is also pretty spectacular) until I came to a story where I had one of those lightning bolt moments of recognition... not just in an "oh, yeah. I've been there," chuckle ha ha way, but in an "oh my god, is THAT what I've been doing??" fog lifting moment of clarity way. I had to put it down and go do something else because I could not get it out of my head. It was disconcerting to read, but at the same time comforting. This is what I love about stories/books/movies/songs! They are like little wisps of spider silk that simultaneously transport to new horizons and connect back to the rest of humanity. Who knows how many other people felt the same jolt? I'm sure it wasn't just me.

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Ex and the Single Girl

by Lani Diane Rich #13

Last year I read Lani Diane Rich's first novel,Time Off For Good Behavior. It wasn't my favorite, but I wanted to give her another shot because I felt like it wasn't so much her I wasn't digging, but the main character Wanda. So when I heard she had a new book out (I somehow missed her second novel, Maybe Baby), I hied myself over to the library's website and put Ex and the Single Girl on hold. Short review: I liked it better than her first book, but, it still didn't quite get there for me. I found the main character more likable, the plot more cohesive and thought that the secondary characters seemed a lot more naturally occurring, but there was no ZING. Zing, for me (I imagine it is different for everyone), is a little spark or scrap of something that surprises me and makes me glad I bothered to get beyond the aggressively chick lit cover and into the pages inside. Jennifer Crusie novels generally have zing (although I stopped about 20 pages in on her latest collaboration. Maybe this just isn't my time to be reading romances.)

The bulk of this book is set in a small southern town, but it starts out in upstate New York. Portia's no-good novelist boyfriend dumps her and leaves her with only televised Mr. Darcy to comfort her (just once I think it would be really, I don't know, fresh if one of these heroines had a Batman fixation or something. Mr. Darcy is easy! Batman is effed up!) But as I was saying, she's stuck in upstate New York with TV Mr. Darcy, she can't find her remote control, hasn't combed her hair in a month, and is at risk of some sort of cheese doodle overdose. You get the picture I'm sure, since this is all genre shorthand for "in need of romantic intervention." It's the romance version of Chekhov's gun -- if there is a cheese doodle in the first chapter, the heroine will have had a makeover by the last.

Her eccentric southern family call her home for the family cure: "A Flyer" which a one night fling with a stranger. (see.. they're ECCENTRIC. That's why it's not totally skeevy that her grandmother is fixing up her childhood bedroom for a one night stand with a pre-selected stranger.) The way the dynamic is set up with Portia's mom Mags, her aunt Vera, and grandmother Bev (who are collectively known as the Miz Fallons) reminds me some of the Ya Ya Sisterhood, except they were actually nuts in that book and not just slightly dotty. (this is one of the areas that disappointed me -- it seemed like there was a lot of potential with this family dynamic that never got exploited. Maybe if the book had been longer there would have been room to develop it.) Of course, the pre-selected stranger they picked out turns out to be Mr. Super Awesome, although we never get to know him very well as he and Portia spend relatively little time together.

There were things I liked about this book, but it just sort of missed for me. Like I said above, I may just not be in a romance novel mood these days. But I will read her next novel! I did enjoy this one a lot more than the first, so it seems likely (or at least possible) that I'll like the next one even more. I think she could do a lot with a slightly longer format.

saltines and ginger ale post

As it turns out, my super bad mood on Sunday may have been an entity all its own, or it may have been the precursor to the EPV (Evil Puking Virus) I am currently recovering from. It is beyond tedious, but hopefully contained within One Night Of EVIL and a day of recovery.

ANYWAY, here are some links that caught my eye between naps today.

Dress A Day makes a great argument for the agency of Doris Day. (I watched/slept through Pillow Talk earlier today. What she does to Brad Allen's apartment reminds me so much of House on the Rock -- it cracks me up every time!) Anyway, the Doris Day discussion all ties in to a larger discussion of clothes in film over on the clothesaholic blog. (I am sure I've mentioned that one of my favorite books to lug out of the library when I was a kid was __ Years of Hollywood Fashions. I can't remember how many years it was, but I can tell you it had a gold slipcover and weighed at least 10 lbs.)

Powell's Blog has a link to a comic book based on a Murakami short story called On Seeing the 100% Perfect Girl One Beautiful April Morning that looks like it will definitely be something to check out!

oops. time's up -- season finale of gilmore girls and veronica mars starting now.

p.s. and here's one more: Said the Gramophone pointed out this great post on Marathonpacks. He picks out some of his favorite small moments in Beatles songs, and the comments are full of more! I enjoyed reading it tremendously.

black cloud

I am in a rotten mood. It is that evil combination of restless, agitated, and absent of any idea for a solution. Also, I think I had too many nachos at lunch so I feel GROSS on top of the rotten, restless, agitated, and NO IDEAS. I almost never say this, but I HOPE IT IS PMS. I'm sure that it is no coincidence that I'm in the middle of a massive purge of STUFF, (getting rid of stuff: the dark side) so any kind of serenity in my surroundings is absent until I get it finished. In addition: every CD is the wrong one to listen to, I have a massive blister on my right heel, and the cats are bugging me (but honestly, at this point, what's not?). MONDAY -- you are on NOTICE. You don't have to be very good at all to top what Sunday has handed out.

five/five

To celebrate the date, here is a FIVE from the side of some building in Eureka, California

Happy Cinco de Mayo!

And here is one of those things that delights me because it is so... specific. (to give you a hint, the flickr user's name is "Favorite 5's Found on Flickr"

goodbye junk I don't need (pt. 75)

...another installment in the ongoing saga of 'let's throw it out'...

I have to say, I was initially distressed to read Garrison Keillor talking about "the pleasure of discarding stuff" as being a TYPICAL reaction to being a Certain Age in Salon today. I guess it makes sense, because one needs X number of years of heedless accumulation in order to feel the need to divest. Anyway, he's right. With every bag of junk I get rid of, I feel better. If that makes me some hopeless cliche, so be it.

some items found and disposed of today (nothing as good as a bridesmaid's dress, though):

*receipt from the gift store at Mt. Rushmore (I bought postcards. This was at least 5 years ago.)
* approximately 30 gel pens that no longer work. (gel pens, poor bunnies, really don't have a very long shelf life)

the Cool Thing I Forgot I Had award for Wednesday goes to...

INVISIBLE INK (for a glass or fountain pen). You have to heat it up in order to read it, and once it cools off, it is invisible again. I don't know why this pleases me so much, but it does.

When I went to check on the Keillor piece (to make sure I hadn't imagined it), I saw that Salon has at least two new pieces on the aftermath of the Colbert speech. (short story: everyone in washington is pretending that it just "wasn't funny," and that's why they're not talking about it.)